the day has been good, but only not good.
I do not know what I'm doing wrong in life, but something needs to be .. I can walk past you in the hallway at school, and smile .. because I feel I want to get back in touch with you again. but no, what's happening then? I only get a bunch of bitch look back .. I feel so disappointing right now, what have I done to deserve this? why me? why I found such a wonderful person (as me) but as others were you a pig .. you were so good to me, you were the best I've ever been able to find .. but they did not take long before our friendship was destroyed. I regret it, but not really. it feels so terribly hard to leave it that, although I feel a relief in the body. is it anxiety? is the hate? it is a big disappointment? there are no questions nobody can answer ..
måndag 31 augusti 2009
the anxiety comes back, directly I see you in the eye ..
nu blir det på engelska, även om jag suger på de, så tänker jag försöka.. orkar inte ta detta på svenska.
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