måndag 31 augusti 2009

the anxiety comes back, directly I see you in the eye ..

nu blir det på engelska, även om jag suger på de, så tänker jag försöka.. orkar inte ta detta på svenska.

the day has been good, but only not good.
I do not know what I'm doing wrong in life, but something needs to be .. I can walk past you in the hallway at school, and smile .. because I feel I want to get back in touch with you again. but no, what's happening then? I only get a bunch of bitch look back .. I feel so disappointing right now, what have I done to deserve this? why me? why I found such a wonderful person (as me) but as others were you a pig .. you were so good to me, you were the best I've ever been able to find .. but they did not take long before our friendship was destroyed. I regret it, but not really. it feels so terribly hard to leave it that, although I feel a relief in the body. is it anxiety? is the hate? it is a big disappointment? there are no questions nobody can answer ..


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